Untitled(Can't think of a title duh)

I didn't forget about this stuff by any means. Just to much has happened and I didn't really have time inbetween moving, eating, having H1N1, sleeping, taking care of kids, cooking, cleaning, school work, running errands, having some fun like a normal 17yr old, hanging with my sisters, shopping, watching tv, showering, doing laundry and whatever else somebody needed me to do. I wouldn't change it for a thing but it was still crazy.

We finally got our own apartment here in Omaha. (Pictures to come.) It's 1 bedroom/1 bath but it's enough room for my mom and I. We don't need a 4bedroom/2bath house like we did before we moved for just two people. It's pointless. We are in the unpacking process right now. Kinda stressful but I guess I'm used to this. I'm used to having something to stress about, either little or big. Yes little stuff stresses me out. It's not really stressing me out, I just worry a lot. Sorta like the quiet kid in the back of the room that takes everything in and then thinks about it all later. Yeah that would be me. I take everything in and process it later.

I just lost some people I shouldn't have gotten close to in the first place but I'm not going to regret giving them a second chance. I needed to because I do have trust issues with these people, I needed to let it go(something I usually don't do), and say I could let things go. I got hurt, more like disappointed and upset, and I walked away. I said what I wanted to say(after I was put down by a 40yr old!) and let it be. I didn't feel the need to make more drama. I was tired of them telling me to be more honest with them(Sometimes I don't tell people what's bothering me that they're doing) but they had the nerve to go to my mom and say I needed to grow up and if I had a problem with something I needed to bring it to them. Practice what you preach, especially when you're 40yrs old.

My sisters are both going back to college and I'm really proud of them. They are doing better for themselves. My oldest sister is pregnant, due May 11, with my niece. She's had her name picked out since she was pregnant with my nephew(ya know, incase he was a girl) because my oldest niece picked out the name. Isabella Marie. Yes popular but cute. I can't wait for my Bellabug to get here.

I got some news today....well yesterday....that made me decide what to do about school. I'm deciding to hold off a bit and push back graduation till February 2011 instead of this September. I'm disappointed I can't graduate in September(or around there if I push myself) because I know I'm capable of that. I've gotten halfway through with my HS program in 3 months.

So that's just a recap of everything that's happened. Oh I went to my first WWE Houseshow January 9th!!! (: That'll have to go in another post because I'm so tired right now.