Life

is full of ups & downs, and it's darn right unpredictable.
I didn't ask for any of this. But I got it. And I'm trying to deal with it the best I can. So maybe I'm emotional. Maybe I go from sad, to frustrated, to happy again in a day. Isn't that life?

I can't believe my family is doing this to me. I have no clue how I'm still standing, able to handle everything else on my plate. My sister isn't my sister anymore. I officially hate her. She says she doesn't want us(my mom & I) in her life anymore, that she's so much better off with her boyfriend. But being better off without us is doing drugs & having your boyfriend end up in jail because of a drug bust. Yeah, I forgot that. My grandma is a hypocrite. She told my mom she doesn't want to talk to her until my mom goes out and brings my sister home and talks to her. Isn't that being a hypocrite? So cross off my plans of going to Missouri this summer.

I've been through so much crap in my life. Being stressed out about my family drama is eating me alive. I counted my calories today, hey what else can I do in sports medicine when Miranda was taping my ankle? - and I've only had 250 out of the recommended 2400. Yeah, nuts. I don't eat breakfast in the first place but I tried today and felt sick. I had a kudo's and 160z bottle of chocolate milk. Atleast I'm drinking a soda right now and about to order some pizza hut. Hehe. (:

So snow storm friday. 7 inches! Sweet. Even tho it's on break. Boo. Don't hit us tomorrow night. I want my shopping trip.

Laptop!

I finally got it!!
I knew I'd get it. I just didn't know when. We've always wanted one but never really looked around or worried about getting one because we had two desktops that worked perfectly fine. Worked is the keyword here people. Haha.
My cd-dvr drive thingy went out Tuesday night, or something like that. I was pissed needless to say. Nothing was fixing it. We contacted tech support and nothing. They were total assholes.
I had already told my mom I wanted a laptop and she said okay.
After waiting the whole week to get one, we went tonight.
I love it!!! This one is sooo easy to get used to. We got Vista Premuim. In my eyes, Windows is easier to opperate than Mac. Plus we can get a tv tuner for this puppy and record live tv on it with it's HD screen. I'm in love!
I'm in the process of moving all my pictures, music & everything else over here right now but I'm keeping them on my desktop also since I have to share this with my mom, supposely but I don't know how that will go. I'll probably win the battle since I need it more than my mom with school work and crap.
Later! (:

New blog.

I moved over here because WordPress was getting pretty boring. I barely posted on there.
Anyways, I'll post later. I'm to lazy to right now. Hehe.