Life

is full of ups & downs, and it's darn right unpredictable.
I didn't ask for any of this. But I got it. And I'm trying to deal with it the best I can. So maybe I'm emotional. Maybe I go from sad, to frustrated, to happy again in a day. Isn't that life?

I can't believe my family is doing this to me. I have no clue how I'm still standing, able to handle everything else on my plate. My sister isn't my sister anymore. I officially hate her. She says she doesn't want us(my mom & I) in her life anymore, that she's so much better off with her boyfriend. But being better off without us is doing drugs & having your boyfriend end up in jail because of a drug bust. Yeah, I forgot that. My grandma is a hypocrite. She told my mom she doesn't want to talk to her until my mom goes out and brings my sister home and talks to her. Isn't that being a hypocrite? So cross off my plans of going to Missouri this summer.

I've been through so much crap in my life. Being stressed out about my family drama is eating me alive. I counted my calories today, hey what else can I do in sports medicine when Miranda was taping my ankle? - and I've only had 250 out of the recommended 2400. Yeah, nuts. I don't eat breakfast in the first place but I tried today and felt sick. I had a kudo's and 160z bottle of chocolate milk. Atleast I'm drinking a soda right now and about to order some pizza hut. Hehe. (:

So snow storm friday. 7 inches! Sweet. Even tho it's on break. Boo. Don't hit us tomorrow night. I want my shopping trip.